TW The Trap Was intriguing to me and exciting as a child
As a child at the age of five my mom was trapped by a babysitter's husband during her divorce to my dad at the babysitter's house she showed up unannounced to try to kidnap my brother and I from the babysitter's house so the babysitter's husband stood against the front door preventing her from taking my brother and I have the front door she escaped with us to her Vega her blue two door Vega where she put my brother and I in the back seat of the car after she had us in the backseat of the car my mom and the babysitter's husband began to skip around her car and when she was skipping I heard her say dinky dinky this is stinky let me go she kept on saying that for about 5 until they got into the car and got into a fight the babysitter's husband threatened to break up my mom's arms if she did not get her car keys to him and my mom told him not to fart in her car and got out and started skipping around the car again until my dad showed up I gained a hero and role model that day because my mom wasn't supposed to be there and I used to play with the babysitters kids her son and her daughter the babysitter's husband will always be my hero and role model I have ended up practicing all the moves by standing against the door and skipping around my own car I practice because I have hatred toward my mom still to this day I see a therapist because of this situation
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Yeah I know surrender letter I'm putting what I am voluntarily turning myself in for which would be for domestic violence / elder abuse and in the surrender letter I have said and I have had passed troubles with law enforcement because of threats toward my mom in the apology letter I'm telling my mom what I've been doing how I've been mimicking the babysitter's husband by practicing all things that he did to her so yeah the wording in the surrender letter and the apology letter are ugly
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I'm putting sincerely Dinky Dinky Dinky you stinky doubt it out I am not going to let you out along with my name just so she hears those hateful words that I was going to use if I was going to block the door on her
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I hope she cries when she reads the dinky stinky apology letter just like she cried when I threatened the Trap her at her own house a while ago and this was after the police showed up out there she had asked me how I was going to trap her and I couldn't tell her but I knew how I was in my mind so she broke down in tears back then
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Do you think that her tears were because she was sorry or fear?
@WorkingitThrough2
I have a feeling that they were tears of fear maybe because after the police she asked me how I was going to trap her that's when she started to cry and that's when I said I didn't know how but in my mind I did
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I just got notes from a therapist that I used to have and back in about April of 2021 somebody reported me on the internet for making threats about the situation and a police came my mom was around it but I've had three different times where I've had law enforcement involved
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The thought of ending up in jail / State prison does not even scare me for some reason
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I have made threats directed toward her about three times the first time I was staying out at her residence threatened to trap her and chase her around her car out police showed up and I thought that I would go to jail that time surprised I haven't ended up from jail yet but I am prepared and I am ready to go
@creativeStrings1531
I am so hoping you don't go to jail😊
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I made up a surrender letter and an apology letter just in case the apology letter has a lot of awful wording in it so just to surrender later
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In the apology letter I put in it that I wanted her to hear the words dinky dinky you stinky doubt it out I am not going to let you out
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I have not seen you on here in a few days
@creativeStrings1531
I had to rush my husband to the hospital he is very sick. They had to incubate him for the next two days he is in a coma. Just happened suddenly. I will be off here for a while till I see what they are going to do with him. Keep us in your prayers.