TW The Trap Was intriguing to me and exciting as a child
As a child at the age of five my mom was trapped by a babysitter's husband during her divorce to my dad at the babysitter's house she showed up unannounced to try to kidnap my brother and I from the babysitter's house so the babysitter's husband stood against the front door preventing her from taking my brother and I have the front door she escaped with us to her Vega her blue two door Vega where she put my brother and I in the back seat of the car after she had us in the backseat of the car my mom and the babysitter's husband began to skip around her car and when she was skipping I heard her say dinky dinky this is stinky let me go she kept on saying that for about 5 until they got into the car and got into a fight the babysitter's husband threatened to break up my mom's arms if she did not get her car keys to him and my mom told him not to fart in her car and got out and started skipping around the car again until my dad showed up I gained a hero and role model that day because my mom wasn't supposed to be there and I used to play with the babysitters kids her son and her daughter the babysitter's husband will always be my hero and role model I have ended up practicing all the moves by standing against the door and skipping around my own car I practice because I have hatred toward my mom still to this day I see a therapist because of this situation
Dinky Dinky you stinky doubt it out I am not going to let you out
@creativeStrings1531
Hi, what will you do if you do trap her?
@WorkingitThrough2
I would do on the same thing that the babysitter's husband did to her when trapping except I would be wearing a female cheerleaders uniform
@WorkingitThrough2
It would be done the same way as the babysitter's husband did trap her the same way except I would be wearing a cheerleaders uniform female cheerleaders uniform saying Dinky Dinky Dinky you are stinky doubt it out I am not going to let you out then when she escapes out the back door I would meet her at her car just like the babysitter's husband did threaten to jump on the hood of her car just like he did skip around her car a number of times just like he did fight inside of her car just like he did threaten to break off her arms just like he did when he was sitting in the passenger seat or in the driver's seat if she did not give up her car keys I forget what side he's sitting on when they fought inside of her car
@creativeStrings1531
OMG, it sounds kind of comical but if this is your plan, it is not worth losing yourself to get back at her for your hurt. Men are strong and your mother is weaker than most men. Yes, it would feel gratifying for a while but then just think about it could cause you to lose your freedom. The pain and anger that you are allowing her to consume you.
I believe in you and would not be happy to see you behind bars and her go free. Karma has a way of coming back and making us pay for our stuff. Please don't let her drag you down the rabbit hole with her.😒 We need you💕
@WorkingitThrough2
It would be gratifying to go through with it I don't believe jail would scare me since in my past I have worked in a jail kitchen before so I kinda understand what it's like to be an inmate
@WorkingitThrough2
I worked in a jail kitchen so I know what jail is like and what it feels like to be an inmate
@creativeStrings1531
Sweetheart, let me tell you there is a big difference between being on the inside and looking at what goes on with the inmates. Remember it is kind of looking from the inside out. Things appear one way but the truth be told it is altogether different from being under lock and key daily and knowing you can't get out to the outside world as opposed to being able to complete your shift and clock out and go home.
Our minds can play deceptive tricks on us making us believe things are one way when that is not how it is, Why? because of trauma our minds have processed things in a faulty way and what seems to be right can be wrong. This is not our fault it happened because of the trauma.
What your mom did was not your fault. If you do as you plan this would be your fault of playing right into the hands of your mother. You would be incarcerated and she would still be free to gloat about what you did trying to pay her back. A high price to pay and still lose.
I know that you have trained and are well-equipped to carry out this plan. As a friend, I ask that you rethink this over, and let's see if there is something else you could do to help you feel better.
I am not trying to tell you what to do but because I care I want to help you, to not respond to your idolization of trapping your mom.😟
@ WorkingitThrough2
I really feel that I would be able to accept the consequences of jail and possibly prison if I were to end up there
@creativeStrings1531
I am so sorry that you feel that way. I wish I knew something to help you rethink this decision.😟
I know that this has played a sufficient part in trauma in your life, and caused such heartache. To allow yourself to be imprisoned would be such a loss to us and anyone who cares about you. I am a friend who looks forward to seeing your post. You are like my brother. I would be heartbroken if anything like that happened to you. It breaks my heart to see such determination to go through with this regardless of its impact on us, as your friends and almost family. Supporting one another through the thick and thin.🤷♀️I wish I knew the words to say to you, to stop this diabetical plot to trapp your mom. You may experience temporary gratification, but when all is said and done and the adrenaline wears down it will be to late. What does the Therapist say about your plans?
@WorkingitThrough2
Like I have told my therapist if I feel like was going to do anything I would voluntarily surrender before things could come to getting ugly like that to were I am actually trapping her and chasing her around her car
@creativeStrings1531
Thanks so much for that reassurance😊. My internet has been out for almost a week, but I am back up and running😊
@WorkingitThrough2
Your welcome
@creativeStrings1531
I appreciate you and your friendship and for just being yourself my friend❤️😊 and I want you to know that I truly support you.
@WorkingitThrough2
I have a surrender letter and apology letter that I am going to be writing out just in case I surrender voluntarily
@creativeStrings1531
I think that is great❤️❤️❤️😊