TW The Trap Was intriguing to me and exciting as a child
As a child at the age of five my mom was trapped by a babysitter's husband during her divorce to my dad at the babysitter's house she showed up unannounced to try to kidnap my brother and I from the babysitter's house so the babysitter's husband stood against the front door preventing her from taking my brother and I have the front door she escaped with us to her Vega her blue two door Vega where she put my brother and I in the back seat of the car after she had us in the backseat of the car my mom and the babysitter's husband began to skip around her car and when she was skipping I heard her say dinky dinky this is stinky let me go she kept on saying that for about 5 until they got into the car and got into a fight the babysitter's husband threatened to break up my mom's arms if she did not get her car keys to him and my mom told him not to fart in her car and got out and started skipping around the car again until my dad showed up I gained a hero and role model that day because my mom wasn't supposed to be there and I used to play with the babysitters kids her son and her daughter the babysitter's husband will always be my hero and role model I have ended up practicing all the moves by standing against the door and skipping around my own car I practice because I have hatred toward my mom still to this day I see a therapist because of this situation
@TinyWhisper11
I had to stop going to see a therapist and I still keep up my practice between standing against my front door and skipping around the outside of my car the urge is so strong to defend myself and to trap my mom if it came to that
I did my practice routine and it felt good to do that last night
@creativeStrings1531
Hello and how are you today?š I hope that you are well have you done your practices yet?
I hope that your mom will stay away so you won't" have to trap her. Going to jail would not be fun at all.
I know it probably feels good to see yourself getting revenge back at her, but the price you might have to pay with the stakes is too high. Please try to let go of the idea of paying her back for what she did to you.
I like seeing you here and I admire your strength. Being able to redirect that energy to something more productive would be more beneficial. I like to come and see you here and to read your post.
Life is short and we must try to make the most of the time we have here, I know it is hard and you have been traumatized by what your mom did. I am sure you are well equipped to carry out your plan if the situation presents itself. Think about your girlfriend, what would she do without you? She must care an awful lot she is still with you.
We are here for you anytime you want to vent we care about your wellbeingā¤ļø.Ā
Just speaking as your friend and someone who cares. Please take good care of your self.
@WorkingitThrough2
Yes I have done my practice and it's been intense I feel like I'm going to voluntarily surrender pretty soon police
@WorkingitThrough2
When I practice I am practicing for about 5 hours or more
@creativeStrings1531
My Goodness, You must be a pro by now, and for many years. She is not worth you messing up yours.
@WorkingitThrough2
I am very happy with practicing especially wearing my female cheerleaders uniform when I do I feel like if I were to go through it in real time and wearing the female cheerleaders uniform I would have power and control over my mom the thought of jail doesn't bother me since I have worked in a a jail kitchen before
@creativeStrings1531
Hi, I like your cheerleading outfit, and I would like to ask if I am not intruding, why the cheerleading outfit? What is the connection to your mom?
You don't have to tell me if I am invading your privacy just curiousā¤ļø
@WorkingitThrough2
Because my mom always wanted a little girl but ended up with 2 boys so if I was going to go through with trapping her and chasing her around her car I would enjoy wearing the female cheerleaders uniform and saying my cheer to her as I block the door on her
@creativeStrings1531
Thanks for your answer. Now I understand a bit more. You are very brave and That is wonderful. Can I tell to that you are an awesome person? I don't want her to make you do something that will not alter the facts of how she is not worth your self sacrificing yourself for her, Count up the costĀ and the idea that you may play right into her handsš¤·āāļø,
I understand that you are still hurting, would you let some of us here at Cups for you.
@WorkingitThrough2
I appreciate hearing from you you are not invading my privacy thanks for all your kind words
@WorkingitThrough2
I enjoy practicing and standing against my doors saying Dinky Dinky you stinky doubt it out I'm not going to let you out words that I would use to taunt her with if I was going to trap her
@creativeStrings1531
Your username surely fits you. I love the cheer that you are chanting. Thank you for your kind words. I always look for your postingš
@WorkingitThrough2
Dinky Dinky you stinky doubt it out I am not going to let you out I love my cheer also
@creativeStrings1531
I love itā¤ļø
