TW The Trap Was intriguing to me and exciting as a child
As a child at the age of five my mom was trapped by a babysitter's husband during her divorce to my dad at the babysitter's house she showed up unannounced to try to kidnap my brother and I from the babysitter's house so the babysitter's husband stood against the front door preventing her from taking my brother and I have the front door she escaped with us to her Vega her blue two door Vega where she put my brother and I in the back seat of the car after she had us in the backseat of the car my mom and the babysitter's husband began to skip around her car and when she was skipping I heard her say dinky dinky this is stinky let me go she kept on saying that for about 5 until they got into the car and got into a fight the babysitter's husband threatened to break up my mom's arms if she did not get her car keys to him and my mom told him not to fart in her car and got out and started skipping around the car again until my dad showed up I gained a hero and role model that day because my mom wasn't supposed to be there and I used to play with the babysitters kids her son and her daughter the babysitter's husband will always be my hero and role model I have ended up practicing all the moves by standing against the door and skipping around my own car I practice because I have hatred toward my mom still to this day I see a therapist because of this situation
@TinyWisper11
I don't have a good relationship with my brother and I feel by wearing the female cheerleaders uniform that I would have more power and control over my mom as I am standing against the front door blocking it on her and saying my taunting cheer to her of dinky dinky you stinky doubt it out I am not going to let you out
@creativeStrings1531 I understand how deeply you were effected by your mother's actions. I really hope therapy will help you. Me I've gone the other way with trauma, for some reason I don't feel anger, or want revenge in any way. It's really strange how everyone s brains work in different ways. But I think your doing very very well, reaching out for help and support ❤ hugs you tightly ❤
@TinyWhisper11
For some reason I feel that revenge would bring me joy, pleasure and excitement I don't feel like I would have any kind of remorse
@creativeStrings1531 I understand where your coming from ❤ it's kinda strange, you clearly have so much love in you. Yet your mother really got to you. Well honey if you don't get to punish her, then karma will. And God will too. For me I guess I'm just grateful my bad life is behind me, and I'm still alive. So I now see the good in people. I don't think therapy and support, will change your mind about your mum, and that's a good thing, not everyone should be figiven. But I hope they can work out a way to keep you living your life ❤
@TinyWhisper11
I will never forgive my dinky dinky stinky mom if I end up rotting in a jail cell for awhile I still won't have forgiveness
@TinyWhisper11
I have been in trouble before or I've had dealt with law enforcement before because people thought that I was really going to act on trapping my mom but dealing with law enforcement didn't scare me for some reason reason
@TinyWhisper11
I was hoping in the past that when I dealt with law enforcement that I would have been arrested and that she would have tired to visit me in jail because during my visit I could see me saying dinky dinky you stinky to her
@creativeStrings1531 I'm not exactly sure, how law and arresting people on this sort of situation. I'm glad you weren't arrested though, I'm glad your still out there living your life, the best you can ❤
@TinyWhisper11
Like I said law enforcement didn't scare me and the thought of going to jail doesn't scare me for some reason I proud to rot in jail
@creativeStrings1531 I would not survive jail, is be way to scated. Your braver than me that's for sure ❤
@TinyWhisper11
Yes I am brave and I'm strong I've worked for jail before I worked in food service in a so I understand going through doors that slam on your way through and knowing that feeling of being there they are humans they just made mistake
@creativeStrings1531 yeah, a lot of them did just make mistakes. But not all some are there for good reason
@TinyWhisper11
I noticed though when working in the jail kitchen that men will climb the walls when they see a woman through the glass lifting her jumpsuit top to show her *** so a couple of women do that when I was working at the jail kitchen
