𝑻𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒈𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈

Today i had to go to my 4 year olds school for fire and ems day. The kids got to check oht the fire truck and ambulance. On the side of the ambulance it said Rileys children hospital it takes strength. It took everything I had no to cry in front of my kid and all the other children and parents. That's where my daughter died. I lost her on April 1 Easter morning 2018. My son, he died October 30, 2018. It's been *** here lately. I've been struggling. I can't seem to feel anything except pain. And I'm so damn tired. I'm so tired. I feel like calling it quits to be honest. I don't want this pain anymore. I don't want this grief. I'm just tired