My world is shattered. Bankrupted. I can't work with my c-ptsd

I can't even type. My head hurts like *** and i feel like throwing up. Mom came and said we don't have money and i should start a job or get disability status and pension. And that she's not responsible for me and dad will stop the child support for sis. My world is shattered. I tried to get a job and to work but i couldn't. She said the things i worry about that she won't be forever alive and is not healthy. I'm shattered. She said she needs to pay my insurance (i don't even have insurance) so i can go to the psychiatrist and ask for disability status and pension. Im scared if the commission doesn't give me the status. She would have paid my insurance for nothing. I can't even think. I feel like im on a boat. Dad broke us and moved out so he can get twice the salary he had while helping me in uni and now wants to give up? Does his baby have Gucci diapers? While here im basically disabled and i basically get myself sick eating trash and can't even go to the doctor or call an ambulance