Me

I was sexually abused and assaulted by a female "friend" who claims herself to be a friend. I was TW touched sexually multiple times in the same year of 2024. TW I also wanted my biological father to stop abusing my home with violence. It's difficult for me for the Covid years because people wanted me down. My hypertropia attracts hatred and people gaslight me a lot of the time. I'm tired. My dad used to make me not sleep for my sister's bad mental health. He punished me to not sleep so that my sister can get better grades. Idk what is the reason behind their behavior. I only got 8As in my UPSR while my sister got 7As in her's. Plus, she only had to take 7 subjects if she didn't gaslight me. I'm tired guessing myself. Or at least someone stop thinking I can take it all and stay sane, both at the same time. I can't, that's the truth. I wanted someone to know this. I wanted someone to not curse me, hoping I wouldn't know myself. I hope they would have thought I'm breakable too, like the rest of the human population.