I need to be heard
It's so difficult to talk to anyone. Why can't it be easier cost less and grow. I thought if I throw the trauma to the back of my head and deal I'll be fine. No I'm not fine I'm being torn apart. I'm stuck and no one is here to listen I'm crumbling falling apart until there's nothing left. I guess I'll deal until I disappear.
@forcefulHuman9484
I'm so sorry you're feeling that way. I know how hard it can be and some days can be difficult and draining, but tough times don't last, but hope does.
Thank you so much for the encouragement I was about to delete this app I've reached out to a councilor and a listener but the councilor didn't respond I've been quietly suffering for so long I'm desperate to be heard and you beautiful person you gave me hope
@forcefulHuman9484
@forcefulHuman9484
I feel the same way too. Everywhere I go I see a bunch of people who can't take care of themselves and have just given up on life and bum around all day looking on their phones. It's made it impossible for me to make any friends at all!
@forcefulHuman9484 I pushed my trauma to the back of my mind for 30 years and it’s caused so much hurt, not just me but my spouse and kids. I never truly healed from what I went thru and it’s affecting me now. I wish I had someone to talk to. Now as an adult having to go thru all that pain again now it sucks. I’m looking for someone to talk to myself.
That is so me everything you said word for word is how I feel as I get older and watch my son grow mentally and emotionally yes also taller then me I'm feeling more and more stuck as a child my inner self the child I separated from myself and stuffed in the back of my mind I feel you so much beloved