TW: I allowed myself to be abused

I have been bullied sense third grade all the eay to 12th grade which is what im in now and im currently 17, anyways the beatings didnt happen till I was 9 though my dad started beating me then my mom then my brothees and it would happen daily I would go to school the store and even on walks with bruises all over my back, arms, legs and my ass and some were worse than others cuz they'd use whatever they could find to beat me and it hurt but overtime I got so used to it that I stopped feeling anything when they hurt me and it continued day in and day oyt whenever they were mad or having a bad day I got beaten black and blue then one day they stopped I turned 16 that day, they still slap me around and beat just not as much as before not even close, and they verbally abused me sense I was 7 calling me fat ugly a mistake nothing but a burden a waste of space to expensive to much trouble not worth it never enough stupid idiot bitch asshole and so on so yeah I wanna run away or leave when im 18 and I wanna take my baby girl with me but I cant sadly

Edited by Asher, 7/6/21