Trauma Support Check-in April 18th - 23rd
Hi everyone, I hope you are finding the strength to weather any storms you are going through :)
This week is a chill check-in. How are you doing?
Best wishes, WriteToHeal42
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Things have been extremely hard for more than several weeks and it has drained me.I feel I have begun to withdraw more and my head is in a state of total confusion and distress.
Really trying hard to get out of this stupor.
I hope your energy is better and that life is well with you. Thanks for this check in
Heyo @writetoheal42 💛 lately i have been pretty drained and unmotivated but i am starting to get better now, how are
you?
@WriteToHeal42
Slipping a lot more this week, starting to feel hopeless.
Doing everything but giving up but just feeling more hopeless.
Getting my chores done, setting healthy boundaries. Making necessary phone-calls, taking self-care time. Journaling daily. Participating in hobbies. Filling out forms.
Was expecting to feel on-top-of-the-world. Starting to feel like.. there's little/no point. I don't know my life-purpose anymore.
@WriteToHeal42
lol not good. but i'll be fine. how are you doing??<3
@WriteToHeal42
Tuesdays suck. I feel like things have started moving forward in my life though.
Hi Y’all, thank you for the opportunity to check in.
it’s been a tough week with some memories bothering me and a dissociative feeling - it’s draining. I’m a little frozen and I need to be able to ask for help in a healthy way.
sometimes it’s very confusing to remember good things about my dad and then to also remember the instances of abuse - there is a fog and confusion as to whether it was my sisters or also me - I don’t think I will ever know the truth being that he has passed. I try to tell myself that it doesn’t matter, I alerted my mother when I came upon him abusing my sister and that’s all that matters, right?
I have worked diligently towards a healthy life, and yet, when these things come up, it’s really difficult to turn my feelings towards positivity. I feel so drained, ashamed, worthless, weak, and terrible.
@calmTree1277
I am sorry that you are experiencing the feelings you have and the uncertainty of remembering what happened. Maybe it is not time for your mind to deal with the reality as of yet. Things may become clearer with time❤️
This week is a chill check-in. How are you doing?
I've been feeling like I've been getting up on the wrong side of the bed every morning, as the expression goes. I think I haven't been much fun at the peer-to-peer support groups I attend a few times a week. Warmer weather is finally coming and I hope for a bike ride tomorrow. Maybe I'll feel better. I haven't done any writing lately. Any suggestions on getting my writing started again would be appreciated.
I wanted to post something about the badges I've earned here, but I still can't find the thread for it. I used to have a link to it, but my link is gone.
My brother wants to kill me.
He threw me with a hot soup plate and he told me that I deserve that. He opened his clinic at our home building and because of that our entry door is opened all day. Last week a thief has entered in our building and when I told him to close the door he yelled at me and call me with bad things and has beaten me and threw me with the hot soup plate. I feel unsafe and injustice.
