I hate Maldaptive daydreaming so much

I hate it so much. I use to daydream about video games with themes of war, violence and action later on i imagined being in sports. I used to imagine myself in the game when i was daydreaming as a kid and young teen. Now i think about it makes me uncomfortable and crazy because in real life im very gentle person. But this disorder ruined me and my social skills and made me stay immature. Like i had differnet norms and habits than everyone like depressive fantasies different music and weird music like from video games. Im not interesting to socialize with and i couldnt relate socially to a lot of people and i was never really funny and i have low self esteem. Recently i changed my habits watching new movues listening to music, recently social life slightly better but i wished i had developed new habits years ago and develop better social relationships. Does anyone feel like this?