I'm giving up, there's no point in trying anymore
Oh Wednesday my teacher asked if I wanted to be in this special ed teacher's class next year and I was surprised, cause I thought I was going to be in a regular class next year, but he said if I'm not, would I want to be with either her or him. This made me upset, proves everything I've done, how far I came.... Meant absolutely nothing at the end and that I was never going to get out ot special ed, once I realized this my whole world fell apart, i didn't want to go to school for the rest of the week officially gave up trying... Which caused me to stay up late the other night and even cry, the school doesn't care... Maybe I should've dropped out. Not even getting my hair braided could make me forget what my teacher said that day, nothing could, nothing could take my mind off it. I was going so far, I had good grades, I finally made friends, I was starting to build my social skills, I joined the choir and the black student union, I was doing so well in my general Ed class which is debate, I just needed to participate a bit more in my special Ed homeroom and get off my phone and read more books both at home and at school... But that was all for nothing. The school doesn't care how well I do, the teachers don't care how well I do, I'll never amount to what kids in normal classes will amount to so what's the point in even trying?
@Yurnuthere I'm so sorry sweetie ❤ I know this is a big setback for you😥 will your teacher s or head teacher, listen to you if you ask them to let you even have a shot at being in the normal class?? I understand how frustrating this all must be, but you know yourself, how far you've come how hard you've tried. And it was not a waste of time or effort, never give up. The future is yours to claim, all you can Do is be the best you there ever was ❤❤ I believe in you ❤
@Yurnuthere
It can be frustrating to feel like you are trying so much yet there is nothing to show for it. Do your parents know about your desire to be in normal classes? Can you talk with someone like a guidance counselor about your desire to stay in a normal class?
