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Yurnuthere
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Nobody around me cares about my self image issues
Women's Issues / by Yurnuthere
Last post
 October 29th
...See more I consider myself a very chubby girl and have been insecure about it since 7th grade, now in high school with all these pretty thin girls it has gotten worse, coming from an African American family, my dad had constantly told me that I'll never be skinny because there are no thin girls in the family and that black girls are naturally on the bigger side and has also said stuff like "why do you wanna be skinny like all those white/Asian girls?" Even though the school I go to is majority black/hispanic and most of them are thin and pretty. Even my older sister has said that it's not natural for black women to be thin and it made me feel even worse, me and my mom were going out in the city today and when I wore my outfit, I hated how it looked on me, it made my stomach look bigger and my dad got *** off at me telling me to take my self conscious self out to the city and that I was being overdramatic, he won't even let me go to the gym nor do any exercises with me to help me get in shape. Now I don't feel like eating anything at all, it's like no one around me has a single bit of empathy for me, just blame, shame and "genetics talk"
New Jersey has a terrible school system and I don't recommend going to school here
7 Cups Online Therapy / by Yurnuthere
Last post
 October 23rd
...See more The teachers are toxic and don't care about the students, mental health is a joke, the students don't care about mental health either, it's all just chaos. My mental health has never been this bad until I entered high school, all the teachers are toxic, messed up freaks and the students are *** too. I'm just glad this is my last *** year cause I plan on going to college in another state or probably another country cause if I stay in New Jersey any longer, I'll have a panic attack
Thinking of unstanning Taylor Swift
General Support / by Yurnuthere
Last post
 May 16th
...See more I've been a swiftie for most of my life since I started listening to Taylor Swift's music, some of my favorite songs from her and "I knew you were trouble", "Look what you made me do" "ME", "Lavender Haze" and "Karma", I did also decide to join some sites like Twitter a while back to interact with other swifties... Huge mistake, a lot of swifties I've seen have been racist and extremely antiblack, always saying some of the most hateful stuff about black people and shoving black people (especially black Americans) into a box like we're a monolith who all hate Taylor Swift and all act and think the same. This has made me uncomfortable for a while but I tried to not let that get to me, but recently. I've a swiftie use racist AI generated photos of Beyonce and spew racist islamophobic stuff about black people and Muslims... Now I'm not sure if I should continue stanning Taylor Swift or not, since people say it's stupid to unstan an artist because of their fans, but it has come to the point where I'm tired of people in the same fandom as me discriminate and look down on people who look like me...
I'm giving up, there's no point in trying anymore
7 Cups Online Therapy / by Yurnuthere
Last post
 April 23rd
...See more Oh Wednesday my teacher asked if I wanted to be in this special ed teacher's class next year and I was surprised, cause I thought I was going to be in a regular class next year, but he said if I'm not, would I want to be with either her or him. This made me upset, proves everything I've done, how far I came.... Meant absolutely nothing at the end and that I was never going to get out ot special ed, once I realized this my whole world fell apart, i didn't want to go to school for the rest of the week officially gave up trying... Which caused me to stay up late the other night and even cry, the school doesn't care... Maybe I should've dropped out. Not even getting my hair braided could make me forget what my teacher said that day, nothing could, nothing could take my mind off it. I was going so far, I had good grades, I finally made friends, I was starting to build my social skills, I joined the choir and the black student union, I was doing so well in my general Ed class which is debate, I just needed to participate a bit more in my special Ed homeroom and get off my phone and read more books both at home and at school... But that was all for nothing. The school doesn't care how well I do, the teachers don't care how well I do, I'll never amount to what kids in normal classes will amount to so what's the point in even trying?
Feeling mixed whenever I want to stay at my school for my senior year (mostly wanna fking leave)
7 Cups Online Therapy / by Yurnuthere
Last post
 March 20th
...See more On one hand I finally made some friends after my *** freshman and sophomore years, and I wouldn't want to leave them. But on the other, I'm sick of this damn school, it has done nothing but mentally drained me to the point where I just want to scream at someone. I hate all the teachers, I hate my classmates, I hate the principal, I hate everything about it. I'm gonna be in college only having *** high school memories and I seriously don't know what to do anymore....
Just when I was taking an SAT test yesterday, here comes the damn Special Olympics....
7 Cups Online Therapy / by Yurnuthere
Last post
 March 7th
...See more I don't want to go to the Special Olympics but I'm scared that the school or my parents are gonna force me to go even though it hurts my progress of getting mainstreamed even more, this is what I mean when I say everytime I take one step forward, i end up taking three steps back, I'm not like those kids and I don't want to go, but the teachers are probably gonna call my parents just to have me go.... A teacher tried that when special ed kids were going to the mall, I can't handle it, being there with all of those kids would give me a anxiety attack, and the special Olympics would make it worse, it's like every time I take a step forward in creating a better future for myself, there's always these special ed people behind me to let me know that I'm in a class with kids who need help and therefore shouldn't be around the "normal" kids....
I'm tired of my homeroom teacher's constant toxic positivity...
7 Cups Online Therapy / by Yurnuthere
Last post
 February 28th
...See more This happens every damn morning, every morning in homeroom the topic of the day is always some happy bs like "the importance of friendship" or "how we can think positive" all while demonizing negative emotions like anxiety, ik he's a special ed teacher and will teach stupid stuff but I'm tired of it, i don't want to learn this *** when I'm going through a hard time and no one around me cares, these topics don't help me they actually make me feel worse about myself, like I'm not allowed to be upset cause apparently it "upsets everyone else"..
I regret getting in this internship program....
7 Cups Online Therapy / by Yurnuthere
Last post
 February 27th
...See more I hate it so much, it has rarely helped me and now they're having people coming over just for us to practice interviewing but the interviews we're practicing are BS and simple asf, it's even worse when they take pictures of students in the program (who are all in special ed) and hang them up in the hallway, it's like i took one step forward by getting into a regular Ed class (debate) and talking to regular Ed students but took 3 steps back by bothering to join this program, now the regular Ed kids are gonna see those photos while walking the hallway and laugh at me if I had pictures of me taken and hung up..... Every time I think I accomplish something there's always some bad luck behind me... And the worse part is that, you can't ask them to not take pictures! They don't give a *** if you're uncomfortable, they just do it anyway and it's too late to pull out now cause I can't talk about it to my parents cause all they're gonna do is yell and get *** off at me for wanting to pull out.
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