so tired.
Im so tired of smoking weed. I'm so tired of my nose burning because I'm snorting coke, I'm tired of having scars because I'm injecting heroin, but I cant stop. Whenever I'm not sober, things always turn out for the worst. The bare minimum I have to have is nicotine.
I always have some sort of drug on me. Im 15, and 16 weeks pregnant. If I don't stop soon, this baby will die. But I don't know how to stop. I hate it, so much. I just want the baby to be born and be okay.
I'm js so tired of this.
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maxy *hugs* i know it’s hard. i know things seem to feel like it might not work out. but they can! you have strong willpower and you are amazing. i know there is a lot going on but you’re so strong for pushing through and i’m so proud of you for being brave. you can do it maxy i believe in you. and you are gonna be an amazing mother because you already care. if you didn’t care that would be another conversation. but you do care! and that in itself says a lot about how amazing and sweet you are.
i don’t know much about drug use as i’ve never really taken any apart form like prescribed medication. so i’m not really sure how to help in that way. i know it is difficult to stop. but i’ve heard slowly cutting back till it’s gone is the healthiest way to stop. but i can’t be certain, but i’m still here for you every step of the way!:) and i love you so so much you are amazing. *gigantic hugs*
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I hope your doing better Maxy. I truthfully do I’m new to this community and have similar issues with drugs that affect my relationships. I still use cocaine and alcohol to cope with my issues when I’m sober. You will get through this your a strong person your not even close to coming to your own as person yet. You have so much that you will with your life.
@maxisthebest I'm deeply moved by your message and want to offer my support during this challenging time. It's incredibly brave of you to reach out for help. First and foremost, your health and the health of your baby are of utmost important, continuing to use drugs can pose serious risks to both you and your child's well-being. I strongly encourage you to seek medical attention and guidance immediately.
Please know that you are not alone in this journey, and there are people who genuinely care about you and want to support you through this difficult time. I believe that you have the strength and resilience to overcome these challenges, and I believe in your ability to make positive choices for yourself and your baby.