Marijuana and procrastination
I currently smoke 1gramm per week and I consider myself drug addicted. I smoke right after I come from work 5 days a week and right after I wake up on my 2 days off. I live like that for about 6-7 years. It calms me down, but it made me more isolated, lonely, unmotivated, just a procrastinator. Its a self conflict that I want to work on. I do it, but blame myself. It seems all I care its to sit around, smoke a bit and do nothing, watch YouTube videos, read something online. I have no respect for myself for doing that and living like that. Are there anyone who quit and feel better drug free ?!
@MustGetBetter Hi there Must, welcome to the community. We are delighted to have you here with us. You show great self awareness of your crisis and habits; that is a crucial step towards recovery. Indeed, marijuana certainly can provid relief, yet it is short termed. The long term effects can make a larger impact. It is natural to feel guilty; I can't imagine what you are going through. How have you been doing lately? What other coping mechanisms would you like to try/ have considered trying?
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