Just why?

@spacielacie

My dear, if you feel lost and can't find how to rely or there is no one worthy of your trust, it doesn't matter, just be yourself. If you want to find yourself in the dark, go to rehab. When you come out of it and face life again, your future will be full of hope instead of living your life in a mess. You need a family, a job and someone who loves you. Drugs and depravity are your biggest obstacles. Get over them! ! ! Be a positive person and you will get what you want! ! !

@spacielacie

Hi there,

I feel sorry about your experience. I could understand your feelings because I learned the negative effects from drugs.

If you want to save your life, you should stop using drugs now. You should not be limited by your finance because your life is yours and not other's. You can seek help from your doctor and ask them how to control yourself from taking drugs. In my home country, addicts would be sent to rehab to help them stop taking drugs, and after some weeks they will be healed. I am very sorry I can't help you right now.

Drugs can kill a person, and your addiction to drugs is an illusion, so I suggest you quickly seek help from others or detox. Moreover, if your fiancé can't control him to stop on his own, you should break up because he will take you into the "abyss of drug". Again I feel sorry for your experience. My home country is very active in propagating the dangers of drugs. Possessing too much drugs may be punished by death, so I have never seen any drugs. Therefore I have no experience about drugs. I'm so sad that I can't help you...

Hope your future will be happy and joyful.

From @ihavearedapple

Thanks for reaching out.

drugs are all that are evil and unfortunately there is so much evil in the world.

your fiancé is lucky to have you but no matter how much you love each other, this battle of addiction is something they can only do. Supporting is amazing but understanding can be far from easy, don’t blame yourself or doubt yourself it is on a whole level that can’t be explained.

I hope your fiancé stays strong and faces the demons to be free and find happiness with your beautiful soul

This is such a hard thing to navigate. Drugs end up consuming your entire life and ruining all the things that bring genuine happiness. I'm here if you ever need an ear, I've been through it myself.