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I have a high pressure software job and severe adhd

considerateSpruce6517 January 28th, 2021

As I’m sure you can gather from the title. I have a stimulant addiction. But I also have a medically necessary reason to have them with my adhd. I’ve tried tapering off and alternative medications but it all comes down to the same thing every time. My work performance suffers so strongly that I risk losing my job and then I would be in a much bigger problem. I just want to not need them as my crutch but I can’t stop them. When I lost my insurance and ability to get my adderall I started buying armodafinil as a cheap substitute from online Indian pharmacies. I just hate feeling like I’m not in charge of the controls anymore. It feels like I’m John Malkovich in the movie Being John Malkovich. I can see everything happening but I’m not consciously controlling it. I could reach out and stop at any time but doing so would throw my life into turmoil.

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knotevry1scupofTea February 11th, 2022

Adderall has ruined my life. Counting down the days until my next script is due. Spending days in bed because I can’t move or function from the “come down”. Most of all, I’ve his this addiction for years.

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Erikahickory07 September 7th

Hi. I know this is 3 years old, but just wondering if you ever quit taking your adderall. I was in the same situation as you until about 6 weeks ago when I was basically forced by family to quit because things got bad. Now I’m struggling to not get my refill because daily life is a struggle without the adderall!

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BillyTrex July 13th, 2022

Interesting discussion. I would like to learn even more about how videos are analyzed and what software is used for this?

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orangeKitten6681 February 8th, 2023

@BillyTrex Software is a set of instructions, data or programs used to operate computers and execute specific tasks. It is the opposite of hardware, which describes the physical aspects of a computer. Software is a generic term used to refer to applications, scripts and programs that run on a device. It can be thought of as the variable part of a computer, while hardware is the invariable part.

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TinyBon July 13th, 2022

In fact, it helps a lot of people predict the finals of a match or is used in various computer games! If you are interested, you can read about video analysis in sport, so you can learn a lot about it, including what it is used for! I hope this information helped you! I wish you a successful and good day!

orangeKitten6681 February 8th, 2023

Software is a set of instructions, data or programs used to operate computers and execute specific tasks. It is the opposite of hardware, which describes the physical aspects of a computer. Software is a generic term used to refer to applications, scripts and programs that run on a device. It can be thought of as the variable part of a computer, while hardware is the invariable part.

AndylavenderEyes9519 February 8th, 2023

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