I have a high pressure software job and severe adhd
As I’m sure you can gather from the title. I have a stimulant addiction. But I also have a medically necessary reason to have them with my adhd. I’ve tried tapering off and alternative medications but it all comes down to the same thing every time. My work performance suffers so strongly that I risk losing my job and then I would be in a much bigger problem. I just want to not need them as my crutch but I can’t stop them. When I lost my insurance and ability to get my adderall I started buying armodafinil as a cheap substitute from online Indian pharmacies. I just hate feeling like I’m not in charge of the controls anymore. It feels like I’m John Malkovich in the movie Being John Malkovich. I can see everything happening but I’m not consciously controlling it. I could reach out and stop at any time but doing so would throw my life into turmoil.
Thank you for sharing this with us here.
Meth was my drug of choice for a while. i got off of it got sober 3 months and my adhd was harming my grades and work performance so i got back on my adderall. Everyone told me i shouldn’t but i of course i didn’t listen. Long story short very quickly cravings for meth hit and eventually started smoking it again. I hope you ain’t thinking of getting back on it. Your not alone in this man. Theres help out there. I wish you the best stay safe.
Thank you for your message because I’m feeling exactly the same. I wish I could just hit pause on my life and start fresh , back to before taking adderall
No wonder you meet these problems. The job is really difficult
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@matsukendg
It's really, pretty hard and hard work. I sometimes create scripts for gaming applications and everything. Further work is beyond my power. In this case, I use a resource like TechReviewer. Here I can find a company that specializes in the area that I need at the moment. There's a lot to choose from.
I agree that software development can be quite hard when you have to deal with it every day. It was difficult for me to come up even with one software, so I had to contact specialists. And I'm glad that my software company did a quality assurance test in the end because I've heard that some companies neglect it.
@considerateSpruce6517
The same solution here. Thanks.
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