Getting clean and staying clean are 2 different things

@OnVelvetWings

So glad for you and I'm wishing you the best with this journey. I agree starting something can be a lot different from maintaining it but if you had the dedication and energy to do one, I know you'll be up for the other.

You couldn't say it any better the thought of falling off the wagon again can some times end up being the reason we fall off I speaking from.many times of this Scenario happening to my self I'm a recovering meth user and staying around positive people who are rooting for you and doing the next good thing is the best option for the best out come try not to hinder your self with the thought of not making it or relapsing instead fill your thoughts with the facts that you stayed clean and haven't looked back or relapse is not a option and you've moved past it to the point it's not your number one worry try to find some new routine accomplishment or goal to keep your head busy from one addict to another BLESS YOU 🙌

Thanks for sharing, I am so sorry...the struggle is real!!

Don't feel bad about doing what is right for you - needing to take a new road to heal and recover is all that matters!! Keep stepping forward, keep being brave, as long as you find the ground every day it will become more solid xx