New Here
Hi, everyone, I'm new here to 7 Cups and to forums I struggle with alcohol dependency every day. It makes me hate myself and feel disappointed in myself when I drink, and I always drink too much. I've been drinking every day for almost 3 years now. I never used to much at all but my old boss, who I loved like a father and was also an alcoholic, passed away, and I used alcohol to cope. Then the pandemic happened and it became "acceptable" to day drink. Now I'm scaring myself because I've started to develop nerve damage and recently I woke up with a terrible headache and tried to read the news but it was like I had forgotten how to read; all the words were coming out jumbled.
My new girlfriend and I are starting to get serious and I've found out a lot of the people in her family struggle with alcoholism, including one family member who is actually dying of cirrhosis of the liver. I know changes like these aren't supposed to be for other people but I really care about her a lot and I don't want to be another one of those people in her life. My father was an alcoholic when he was alive and I know he wouldn't want me to be going down this path.
It's taken me some time to realize these things but I am grateful to even be realizing them. It's scary talking to my family about this because of judgement so thank you, 7 Cups and this forum, for being here. ❤️ I want to do better for myself and for the people I love. I want to be a good example and role model for my nieces.
It's so good to hear that you've been able to identify the need to stop drinking! It takes courage and heart to take such decision. It's not going to be easy but it'll be worth it. 😃
You can use this self help guide 🙂 https://www.7cups.com/alcohol-drug-abuse/
I belive that you're going to grow to be the role model for your nieces that you wish. I'm rooting for you.🤍
Hi, lovely human!!! You’ve been through a lot and it’s so brave of you to be opening up and seeking help to heal.
Just wanted to drop by to say that I hope that you’re doing ok.
Sending strength and healing vibes ✨❤️