Living with a alcohoic/ is binge drinking the start

My mams a alcholic she drinks the minute she gets her pay check till she has no money left she started to get agressive with me by calling me awful names really making me feel angry sad and i would even break down and cry from the name calling only so much i could take words do hurt but i drew the line when she started to get voilent with me start hitting me i would never hit my mother but it was getting bad i would push her away and run but only worked for sometime she started getting worst so i went to my doctor for help we both have same doctors and i told her everything she said she cant do anything unless she comes to see her and admit shes a alcholic but she will help me but how shes the problem

I work hard to maintain the house i have younger siblings i feel like my life is on hold im getting older and im still at home living i feel like i had to take over all the responsabillitys and i feel like whats the point in life as selfish as it seems i havent got one i feel like i was delt with the shitty hand of cards it cant get any worse than it is i started drinking but it be mainly just the weekends id binge it make me feel like all my problems are gone just for them few hours when im wasted but i feel it 20 times hard the next day which leads to anxiety and depression im at my last theather im tired now its getting even worse that i cant leave her alone i be afriad the house go on fire and i wont go alseep most night in case she vomits in her sleep

Has any one lived with anyone who suffers with a alchol addiction if so any advice what i can do even just to make my life a tiny but easy thanks