Feeling worst
I have felt today the pain of all my life. All the times i have lied and complained has become my pain. The knot in my stomach that will not go away. The depression that has kept me locked in this room silent for two days. I am crumbling down to dust. I always say im sorry but i need to not do this anymore. Im finished with these childish antics these addictive impulses that is destroying my faith in wat i know i can do. Im still sorry my love.
@thoughtfulBike6901 *hugs if you are okay with it* Hello Bike, I'm sorry to hear about the pain. I appreciate you being open with us. I hope you feel better soon; we are here for you. You show great self awareness which is a great start in tacklng addiction.
Feel free to also check out the depression support sub-comm if you haven't already here: Depression Support
Best wishes! :)