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thoughtfulBike6901
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Feeling worst
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by thoughtfulBike6901
Last post
 May 28th, 2019
...See more I have felt today the pain of all my life. All the times i have lied and complained has become my pain. The knot in my stomach that will not go away. The depression that has kept me locked in this room silent for two days. I am crumbling down to dust. I always say im sorry but i need to not do this anymore. Im finished with these childish antics these addictive impulses that is destroying my faith in wat i know i can do. Im still sorry my love.
Relapsed again
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by thoughtfulBike6901
Last post
 July 5th, 2019
...See more Im ashamed of myself right now. Every thing in my life is falling apart. I go a week or two without drinking but then i relapse. I put all my effort in fixng my wrong. And when im so close i create more. I keep hurting everything i love. I need a change.
Poems of life
Journals & Diaries / by thoughtfulBike6901
Last post
 May 26th, 2019
...See more Whispering in my ear you aint good enough Heart racing a hundred miles Memories flood through filling me up The only place to release the pain is through my eyes as i stare at the ground As i hear the dops pierce the concrete Looking at my reflection My heart and mind a torn connection Horns holding up my halo With this bottle in my hand I make the wrong decision When the demons release I have the wrong intention Seeking help in the shadows Body full of scars from the battle I need help
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