Not getting the support I need

So, I came to 7 cups to get support but I am just not finding it here. I've tried several listeners, and none of them were very good, they either just left or redirected the conversation. I even tried browse listeners. The people in the support room ignored me except for a few people, the only person that has given me good support is @CommunityModFinn

I cant do 1-1 chats without gettting anxiety that they will judge me or that Im being too needy and the fact that the listeners I have done werent good is only reinforcing that fact.