My dad
Hi, I'm a teenager who's an introvert and likes to cube, draw and loves anime. I'm pretty good at studies without any tuitions. I'm not into sports and stuff but my dad is emotionally connected to sports. He forces me to exercise even if I don't want to. On 26 March, 2021 he scolded me so bad, no I should call it VERBAL ABUSE instead, that I quit cubing, drawing and anime. Whenever he goes out to visit our relatives or relatives pay a visit he always tells how lazy I am. I feel so bad and ashamed when he does that, that I've started to SELF HARM. I feel like my interests are abnormal. I haven't touched my cube since 26 March I miss cubing soo much. My best solve was of 16.582 secs. He never appreciates my affords or ever acknowledge me. He never utters a word when I scored good in exams. All he want is to do what he likes.
@NezukoChan447
Hey, I'm so sorry to hear what you are going through. It sounds really tough and not suprising you are struggling. Self harm is a coping mechanism and although there are healthy alternatives, I understand it's your way of coping at the moment. It's sad to hear you are doing less of your hobbies, please be who you are and don't change for anyone, you are amazing :)
Well done on your best solve by the way! Hope you are okay and please do reach out to a listener if you would like :) Take good care.