Missing it
Heyy,
tw here. Please watch out for yourself ~
I've been clean for ten days now. More than I have ever managed before. But it doesn't feel like an accomplishment, quite the opposite actually. The more time passes, the more it feels like failure and the more I miss it. And the more time passes the more I want to do it again. I really miss it and that feels weird - to say the least. It's not really something I expected to feel.
I don't know, I thought maybe someone here feels the same way as I do
Heyy, I completely understand you. It happens to me too. But please, believe me. It IS an accomplishment!! It's a lot, and it's great! You resisted 10 days, you can more! I am here for you and you are not alone. I believe in you SO MUCH! You have my support 💕
Thank you, this helps a lot~