how can i stay clean because i have to not because i want to?

Luca222
March 28th, 2021
*TW!!!*
I had heart surgery last week and relapsed just a week or two prior to that, it was a pretty active choice, finals are happening and i had to focus my self destruction into something. Now i have to take blood thinners so i can't sh anymore, how can i stay clean for three months even though i really don't want to?