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Luca222
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I don't know what to do anymore
Personality Disorders Support / by Luca222
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October 26th, 2021
...See more After a very turbulent episode of my life a few moths ago I moved very abruptly pretty far away and started a new job volunteering. It was a last resort kind of thing, i was homeless and recently discharged from the psych ward, the doctors told me changing my environment would help, i didn't belive them but i tried it anyway. Now im here, new people, new meds, new occupation but it's not getting better. The meds aren't working and all my symptoms just as bad as when i got admitted. My whole body hurts because my emotions are that extreme, i can't tell fiction from reality, i feel like everything is crashing in on me, i just want it to stop. I want to get better so badly, but nothing is working. If anyone has any suggestions or ideas on how to cope id really appreciate it.
It's not getting better
Personality Disorders Support / by Luca222
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July 24th, 2021
...See more I was diagnosed with bpd quite young, at 15 to be exact, now i tured 18 this week and im so frustrated. Ive been trying so hard to get better, i did dbt again and again, i basically stopped self harming and i graduated. But how I'm back in the psych ward and i just don't feel like I'm moving forward. It always feels like one step forward, 50 steps back. Im exhausted and alone and i don't know how much fight I have left in me. Is there anything that really helped you guys make progress?
bpd and stress management?
Personality Disorders Support / by Luca222
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April 5th, 2021
...See more stress management has always been one of the hardest things for me with bpd. i can't figure out how to cope for the life of me, i get so overwhelmed with so many emotions i can't do anything anymore. my self destruction comes back swinging an i just feel like im drowning. i have finals now and it's the horror, i don't know what to do. if any of you have tips on how to cope or become a bit more productive id be incredibly grateful.
how can i stay clean because i have to not because i want to?
Self-Harm Recovery / by Luca222
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March 29th, 2021
...See more *TW!!!* I had heart surgery last week and relapsed just a week or two prior to that, it was a pretty active choice, finals are happening and i had to focus my self destruction into something. Now i have to take blood thinners so i can't sh anymore, how can i stay clean for three months even though i really don't want to?
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