I can't tell my mother
Hi I'm Moth
It really bothers me. I have been self harming since 2018. There were periods of time with no cuts for few months and sometimes i couldn't stop and just every day something new. Now I'm more stable but I am still an addict. I'm really close with my mom. I used to tell her most ofthings that bothered mr. But i have never told her about my asddiction. And I don't think i will ever do it.
When I'm pulling out anything about my mental healt or what caused my depression or anxiety she always ends with "It was my fault because i didn't rased you good". That's obviously not the case. Sometimes even the best parent's can't prevent social repercusions. But no matter how hard i try to explain it to here she still sticks with being "bad mother".
It just really hurts me that i won't be ever able to really share about my mental problems because she takes it so much
Thanks for reading guys
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