7 Months and 10 Days Clean!
I feel extremely proud of myself for lasting a total of seven months and 10 days without going back to cutting. I do know that there were days when I didn't care if I broke the record or if I let everyone, including myself, down. I even drew on the places where I wanted to cut. It was SO difficult to keep myself from going back to it, but I've made it this far. So I can go even further. I know that life for me is just getting started and that I will want to cut again! But I won't because I know now that hurting myself just isn't worth it and it never was. I'll just have to face reality and know that I am better than what people make me out to be. Yes, life is still hard, but it gets a little better each day knowing that I'm stronger than I look. I'm NOT weak and...I have SO much potential
It feels so good to finally say that :)