guilt.

tw mention of scars

My best friend is amazing at comforting me whenever I'm down. he did this last night when I was stressing about life. I think he feels bad that I have scars. I've been self harming for 7 years and have scars literally all over my body. I don't want him to feel bad that i have scars. I've gotten used to just ignoring them and usually don't have to hide them because I hate looking at them (and I really fuckimg do hate looking at them) so when we hangout he usually can see them. he knows how heavy my self harm got. he's seen a lot of the scars and knows of others. I just hate the thought of him feeling upset that I have them. I wish I could undo all the years just so he won't have to feel bad.