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PathStep 10 Compassion hearts66 Forum posts5 Forum upvotes15 Current upvotes15 Age GroupAdult Last activeMay, 2024 Member sinceFebruary 1, 2019
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Personality Disorders Support / by mawce13
Last post
 March 14th
...See more I have ptsd, bpd, audhd, and really bad dissociation. For context reasons my parents were really abusive and I moved out 9 months ago. I don't recognize myself anymore. I'm doing significantly better but I don't feel like me. I feel empty and like I'm occasionally putting on a mask acting like this new identity. this happened once before, this feeling I mean, after my parents divorce my personality did a complete 180. I don't really know how to explain it but when I think about who I was I just can't form a connection to that person like that wasn't me. I feel lost in my identity and it's bothersome. any advice or anything would be helpful. thank you for reading.
brain fog
Disability Support / by mawce13
Last post
 October 16th, 2023
...See more Does anyone else deal with intense brain fog? I often mourn how I've changed after becoming disabled. I miss the way my brain used to function. I try and be as self sufficient as possible because I hate asking for help but I'm struggling so much. I forget things all the time. I have no concentration. I struggle more and more with reading and writing, which used to be two of my favorite pass times. I often forget to do things like take my key out of the ignition when I'm not using my car. forgetting my words half way through a sentence almost every sentence. forgetting to take care of myself like eating and basic hygiene. I feel f*cking stupid. I feel inadequate. I feel lost. If anyone also deals with bad brain fog and maybe has tips how to cope with it I would greatly appreciate hearing it. thank you for listening.
stability and bpd?
Personality Disorders Support / by mawce13
Last post
 September 13th, 2023
...See more I'm so *** tired of living with bpd. i hate living each day with how intense the disorder is. all I want is stability. does anyone else deal with this? will it ever get better?
guilt.
Self-Harm Recovery / by mawce13
Last post
 September 15th, 2023
...See more tw mention of scars My best friend is amazing at comforting me whenever I'm down. he did this last night when I was stressing about life. I think he feels bad that I have scars. I've been self harming for 7 years and have scars literally all over my body. I don't want him to feel bad that i have scars. I've gotten used to just ignoring them and usually don't have to hide them because I hate looking at them (and I really fuckimg do hate looking at them) so when we hangout he usually can see them. he knows how heavy my self harm got. he's seen a lot of the scars and knows of others. I just hate the thought of him feeling upset that I have them. I wish I could undo all the years just so he won't have to feel bad.
advice?
Disability Support / by mawce13
Last post
 September 8th, 2023
...See more Hi I was wondering if anyone has any advice on what they do to work with their disabilities throughout the day. I seem to be in a cycle of just running myself into burnout. I have fibromyalgia, rheumatoid arthritis, autism, adhd, and bpd. any advice will greatly be appreciated thank you
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