I can't
I relapsed again. Worse this time. I was doing well for so long. Almost a month and a half. I don't even know what to do anymore. My suicidal ideation and thoughts have come back. I feel like I need to get someone to talk to like a therapist or something but i'm still a minor and my parents have to know about it to even start to get someone to talk to and they would tell my parents every single time I would cut myself. I'm just so scared to even think about telling my parents. I feel like i'm not even safe with myself anymore. Summer is the part of the year where I end up disconnecting with the world. All my friends don't even want to be my friend anymore. I'm just done with everything in this world. I don't know what to do. I need help. I know I do. I just really don't know how to tell anyone or ask. I don't know what to do.
@rainyday768
I read how much you are hurting.......... i see so many young people who say things like i can't tell my parents etc and for Some that might be valid ....... but far more parents want their child to come to them and tell them ..........
parents are people too ........not a cardboard cutout with set thoughts and lines ..... people change with information, people may even have thoughts they would NEVER share with you......
we ALL .... IMO form opinions about how we THINK a person will react......... the only way to know for sure is to speak up.... i wonder how many people were lost simply assuming the worst instead of talking.... most people never even consider the fallout on others when they do self harm or worse ........ parents and loved ones are seriously damaged forever blaming themselves ..........
in my experience ........NONE of the great i did not want people to know things when they came out did the people have the reaction i had told myself they would......... or in case of my kids we never took anything as badly as they built up in their head.
