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PathStep 50 Compassion hearts44 Forum posts15 Forum upvotes20 Current upvotes20 Age GroupTeen Last activeMay, 2024 Member sinceFebruary 22, 2023
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it’s getting bad again
Self-Harm Recovery / by rainyday768
Last post
 May 8th
...See more I’m starting to feel like I haven’t in a while. The depression is back, and with depression comes the urges to relapse. I know that I really shouldn’t, but sometimes I feel like it’s the only option that would help. I’m just so tired of all of this, and I don’t know what to do anymore. I know that if I do give in, nothing good will come out of it and then I will be very upset with myself for relapsing in the first place. My depression always makes me want to just feel something, because every time my mental health start deteriorating, I want to again. I’ve been clean for about half of a year, and I really don’t want to relapse, but I just don’t know what to do anymore.
I can't
Self-Harm Recovery / by rainyday768
Last post
 June 17th, 2023
...See more I relapsed again. Worse this time. I was doing well for so long. Almost a month and a half. I don't even know what to do anymore. My suicidal ideation and thoughts have come back. I feel like I need to get someone to talk to like a therapist or something but i'm still a minor and my parents have to know about it to even start to get someone to talk to and they would tell my parents every single time I would cut myself. I'm just so scared to even think about telling my parents. I feel like i'm not even safe with myself anymore. Summer is the part of the year where I end up disconnecting with the world. All my friends don't even want to be my friend anymore. I'm just done with everything in this world. I don't know what to do. I need help. I know I do. I just really don't know how to tell anyone or ask. I don't know what to do.
Heyyyyyy (tw)
Self-Harm Recovery / by rainyday768
Last post
 February 26th, 2023
...See more So like I think my mom just found out about my sh........ I told her I fell outside on the ice, but I can tell she doesn't believe me...... Any tips?
I freaking can't stop
Self-Harm Recovery / by rainyday768
Last post
 February 26th, 2023
...See more I have been SH for about 3 years now and now I CANT FREAKING STOP I started with just pinching myself and poking myself with a push pin and then after I couldn't get as deep as I wanted to, I moved to cutting and it's gotten worse than it normally has been and I know I need to stop but I just can't freaking stop
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