Pale Blue Dot

Over the last few months I have learned so much about life, people and my interaction with them, and myself. I am learning with practice, that my life is the only thing I can control. Hurt, pain, suffering, joy, happiness, and being content comes with living. Yes, I am in pain. Yes, I’m hurting. And yes, I am suffering….yet, I am still alive. I am still breathing. And I I have learned and still learning. I have to…no, I must find the joy within myself about what I have and be grateful. To up that joy to happiness; to be content with the moment at hand. I can’t control what happens tomorrow, just how I can “take” or react to what happens tomorrow. Some things are so small in the great meaning of life that most of us don’t understand, won’t understand. I know it seems that we can “control”, but what really IS “control”? Can barely control a video game because there is a chance of a glitch, just for example sake. Things we sometimes worry about are so insignificant that it shouldn’t be on our personal radars, respectfully. We worry about the small things so much, that when the “big” problems rear their ugly heads, we explode. The more we understand ourselves and that “control” really doesn’t exist, that it’s a perspective more so an action, the more we feel that we are the small thing. That we cannot spend our average of, GOD willing, 75 years on this Earth worried about the small things. Yes I am DEFINITELY HUMAN and feel the same way most of us do; stressed, hurt, pained, battling suffrage, crazed, “uncontrolled”; just to name a few emotional wars within ourselves, however, we must fight through the “evil” negativity that we perceive “controls” us. We must learn that on this planet, we are NOT alone and many of our “triggers” to our emotions are as small as we really are. I’m happy and grateful for all of you who read each others posts, and share JOY to get each other through. LIFE IS PRECIOUS! Life is delicate, but all our lives are small compared to where and who we are in this universe. I thank you if you’ve read this post, I hope it helps you at least a little, and stay strong!!!💪🏽😣😞😑🙂🤙🏽