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I am SO alone in this worldšŸ˜’
PathStep 1 Compassion hearts41 Forum posts22 Forum upvotes22 Current upvotes22 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2024 Member sinceJune 3, 2024
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I love movies (especially horror), music and sports.Ā 

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A Ventā€¦
Relationship Stress / by XneedsHelp
Last post
 1 hour ago
...See more I miss herā€¦.šŸ˜žšŸ˜”šŸ˜’
Trying Times
Depression Support / by XneedsHelp
Last post
 1 hour ago
...See more Wake up in tears, trying not to fall asleep in tears. Just attended a meeting that has helped a bit. I hope everyone out there is okā€¦.
She Hates Me
Relationship Stress / by XneedsHelp
Last post
 10 hours ago
...See more I thought I was protecting my girl from things and certain people. I shouldā€™ve communicated better I guess. Now, she hates me. Wonā€™t look at me. Wants me out, as I exiled myself to the garage for not wanting to live like roommates, in a short time. I have no where to go, no friends, no family. I wanted the same ā€œblended familyā€ she wanted. I guess I took a different way about it. Now I lost her, my children and her children. All the people I was living for; my purpose. Now Iā€™m lost, confused and a complete failure who just wants his family back but I know it wonā€™t happen. I donā€™t know what to do except shed tears before I sleep, if I sleep, and shed tears as I wake. I posted once before, ā€œthat I am not at the bottom of my barrel. I am under my barrel holding it up with the rocks in itā€¦ā€ā€¦.my ex is in a space that I would have thought that we can work through mistakes made and grow stronger. Now I just feel like no matter what I did was enough. That I am not enough. That my existence is a waste. A failure. I have failed. I have let my whole entire purpose down. As a man, I am ashamed, a mess and a total ā€œeffā€ up as I hear the life I should be apart of, past me overhead (Iā€™m in the garage for now). She even has our ā€œdog sonā€ as I have nothing but the shame of my failed decisions that I thought were for the right reasons. Thank you for reading this if you had the time.Ā 
The Barrel
General Support / by XneedsHelp
Last post
 10 hours ago
...See more I havenā€™t hit rock bottom of my barrel. Why?!? Because I fell through it and now Iā€™m under the barrel holding it up with the rocks in it! šŸ˜£šŸ˜žšŸ˜’
I am ALONE
General Support / by XneedsHelp
Last post
 13 hours ago
...See more I wake in tears. I lay my head in tears. I am a failure in life. My existence is wasted. My purpose as a man stripped. Those who read this, thank you for your time. šŸ˜¢šŸ˜”
Todayā€™s Feelingsā€¦.
The Church Cares / by XneedsHelp
Last post
 13 hours ago
...See more https://youtu.be/I8QmAHiGN64?si=l1cJTB5oBk77LRc8
Failure of Existence
The Church Cares / by XneedsHelp
Last post
 13 hours ago
...See more I wake today feeling like a failure of existence. I wasnā€™t enough for my girl. Iā€™m not enough for my children. Iā€™m not enough. I made mistakes but how people who make mistakes judge and hate? Iā€™m not enough and Iā€™m a failure. šŸ˜£šŸ˜¢šŸ™šŸ½
My Tears
Self-Esteem / by XneedsHelp
Last post
 21 hours ago
...See more The only people in my life; my children, my ex (with her children in tow) are now gone. They all hate me due to decisions I have made for the good which turned out to be wrong. Now I am alone, literally speaking. I have let everyone down, as a man, including myself. I am a complete and total failure and I feel as if I deserve this hurt that I am experiencing. Thank you for reading.Ā 
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