I don’t get it

So i’m always nice on here today i lashed out at everyone’s cause i was frustrated at my situation and loneliness not anyone on here instead of everyone understanding i had people taking things literally then keep on asking how i am when i already said. it just made things worse and now people are probably gonna look at me insane like my dad does story of my life. I’ll just bottle up my emotions from now on. Even one of the mods joined in too, it’s not a nice experience at all. I love 7cups most of the time it is supportive but after that situation today i think i’m considering taking a break again despite this being the only place i can cope.