I am glad that I recovered and I am alive with you all today
I am someone who is pursing my masters degree which I will soon be graduating from and working full time making up to 200k. I was very ungrateful in my life because I was desperate for a relationship.
However 3 weeks ago, I started to have symptoms of pneumonia and I had shortness of breath, my doctor told me to go to the Emergency and I remember the doctor telling me if I had come in earlier, my illness could have been a lot worse. This was because I had fluids in my lungs which was causing shortness of breath. I remember not being able to move, and just coughing non stop. I couldn't also stop crying because I was scared for the worse.
However I was able to get treated and it really opened my eyes about how hard I was on myself and how ungrateful I was in my life. I didn't care about finding a romantic relationship anymore, I realize that I am still young and have my whole life ahead of me. I was just happy that I was alive and I could see my friends and family. I want to live my life this way, be grateful and not put too much stress on myself and just be happy.
My voice is still hoarse however once everything is back to normal, I am looking forward to speaking with my therapist.
@diplomaticBirch7532
Life does have a way of humbling us and reminding us its value. This was a great reminder for me too. Thanks for sharing.
I'm so glad you found yourself feeling better and being more grateful for the things still going well for you. Here's hoping it continues to get even better. Good wishes.🌞
@diplomaticBirch7532
It’s clear that your recent health scare has profoundly impacted your outlook on life. Experiencing pneumonia and facing the fear of a potentially serious condition can indeed be a wake-up call, forcing us to confront our priorities in a way that few other experiences can.
Your reflections on this period reveal a deep and meaningful shift. Realizing that you were previously caught up in a relentless search for a romantic relationship, only to find that your health and well-being are far more precious, speaks volumes about your growth and resilience. It’s entirely natural to feel overwhelmed and emotional during such a critical time, and your response to that fear shows a tremendous amount of courage and self-awareness.
It’s heartening to hear that you’ve found a new appreciation for the aspects of life that truly matter to you, such as your health, your relationships with friends and family, and the present moment itself. This shift in focus—from external achievements and pressures to inner contentment and gratitude—can lead to a more profound sense of fulfillment and joy.
Looking forward, it sounds like you’re ready to embrace a new approach to living, one that prioritizes your well-being and happiness over stress and self-criticism. Your intention to work with a therapist once your voice returns is a positive step. Therapy can offer valuable support as you navigate these changes and help you integrate your new perspective into your daily life.
Your journey is a powerful reminder of how important it is to take care of ourselves and cherish the moments we have. You’re on a path of personal growth and healing, and your willingness to embrace this process with empathy and self-compassion is truly inspiring.