letters that you never sent
If you are to send a message across to someone you are not on talking terms with , what would you like to say? I would say the following things to the following people. My ex bestfriend : we had a long friendship and it still saddens me that it ended. First i thought that it was your fault that it did and i hated you for that . Now i know it not your fault or mine. We both just became different people and our paths seperated. I thank you for all the years you spent with me and for all the things i learned from you. I wish you well wherever you are. My father : we cant go back to the way we were. I used to hate you earlier for ruining my childhood and making me feel like a lesser person. Now i dont. Now i have neither love nor hatred ....or really any kind of emotion in my heart for you. I guess this bridge is really burnt now. You left me when i needed you the most so you really have no right to come back again. That said, i forgave you a long time back. Not because i love you but because i love myself. My ex lovers : thanks for the pain. It made me stronger than i believed i ever could be. I never hope to see you all again but i dont harbour any hard feelings for you all
i miss you ! I hate to admit it but i do.
You were the only person who understood me so deeply. Though it was a toxic terrible coexistence. I hate being stuck in this paradoxical feeling