angry at myself
I know He is not meant for me.. but still I love him. and he even going out with someone. It really pissed me off.
Hey guess what? You're not the only one...
Why must I always allow this man to manipulate me!! He is so good at bugging and bugging til I just don't want to deal with him and give him what he wants. The lies.... Oh man the lies . I don't think anyone can lie as much as him. When I stop and think about this it make me angry... I'm so angry at myself for allowing him in my life.
We all go threw it hun I just got rid of mine! Head up u will find true love when ur nt looking for it!
@Alone2myself this has happened to me several times. I wrote a letter to myself about all the bad things he did to me and I saved old text conversations and emails so that whenever I was tempted I would read them. It's very hard. It took a long time to forgive myself for letting him treat me badly but I did! I know you are strong and it's ok to fall for him, it happens, but know that one day you won't.
From the sound of this post, it sounds like recently after the break-up he went out with someone else? If this is true. That is deeply painful. And I am very sorry for you. Love makes bad situations feel 1000x worse. And him moving on so fast could be rebound, or there wasn't really any love there. But either way, you can heal from this and move on. Listen to some music that will put you at ease to start. And also you said you are angry at yourself. Why are you angry at yourself?
