alone & lost.
I recently had to move away from my home that i lived in with my girlfriend of 11 years & her 1 year old son. I had to leave due to my anger. I didn't harm them but I did harm myself by punching walls & drinking. Thankfully our son wasn't home at the time to see me like that. My girlfriend then left after she seen me like that & told me to leave because she's scared of me & refuses to have our son around a monster like me. I am now seeking help for my anger & she's seeing progress. I finished my first therapy session yesterday & she's aware of it. We spoke on the phone all night expressing ourselves but then this morning she facetime me & I couldn't hold in my tears. I broke down. It's hard being away from them. I feel very alone & overwhelmed right now.. I miss them terribly.. She wants me back home when I have made some progress. I'm fixing & bettering myself for the sake of my little family & myself.. it's just everyday it gets harder & harder being away.
@fbgmillz
I shot an arrow into the air,
It fell to earth, I knew not where;
For, so swiftly it flew, the sight
Could not follow it in its flight.
I breathed a song into the air,
It fell to earth, I knew not where;
For who has sight so keen and strong,
That it can follow the flight of song?
Long, long afterward, in an oak
I found the arrow, still unbroke;
And the song, from beginning to end,
I found again in the heart of a friend.
