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fbgmillz
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Relationship Stress / by fbgmillz
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 June 9th, 2020
...See more I recently had to move away from my home that i lived in with my girlfriend of 11 years & her 1 year old son. I had to leave due to my anger. I didn't harm them but I did harm myself by punching walls & drinking. Thankfully our son wasn't home at the time to see me like that. My girlfriend then left after she seen me like that & told me to leave because she's scared of me & refuses to have our son around a monster like me. I am now seeking help for my anger & she's seeing progress. I finished my first therapy session yesterday & she's aware of it. We spoke on the phone all night expressing ourselves but then this morning she facetime me & I couldn't hold in my tears. I broke down. It's hard being away from them. I feel very alone & overwhelmed right now.. I miss them terribly.. She wants me back home when I have made some progress. I'm fixing & bettering myself for the sake of my little family & myself.. it's just everyday it gets harder & harder being away.
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