You helped break us 3

Sometimes I wonder if picking you out of all these years was the wrong way to go. But you looked so innocent then.. you don't know. Your welcome for carrying two daughters at a high risk pregnancy, but not like you cared anyways. You seem to think that I'm this crazy chick, but in all reality I had every right to act out like i did. You went against me and your children, every promise, everything that even came out your mouth to them. You pushed me and pushed me until I would snap out and yet I get called the crazy one. The cheater, hoe, or even got told I sleep with every dude in St. Cloud. But who played? You cheated just a couple weeks maybe even a couple months before we actually ended. You blamed me for leaving but yet I jumped every time you moved. I had a reason to leave. I almost landed on your youngest and you rapped me while the kids slept. I ain't trusted you since, and never around the kids. But now your kids are with my sister cause I'm to ill to care for them anymore, and they got taken illegally by CPS and you turned away. Gave up your rights to them. Your not a man you never were! Your just.... Smh... You already know. I love you, but never again will I be even next to you ever again. I can't.