When a realized that I was in a toxic relationship .

In fact i always had my doubts about this person, but there was something that always brought us together again and again.

I think that it is because we have similar past histories, we share the same pain that we felt when we was a little human and we couldn't understand what was happening.

But now as a grown up we know that we are gonna live with these bad things that people did to us forever.

We just need to know that we have to let those things in the past and move on.

In the beginning of our ''relationship'' i totally gave myself to him completely, and i trusted him, and one day i discovered that he was using myself in the worst way ever...

I was so blind that i did not followed my intuition that told me that something was happening...

But i couldn't believed that those things has really happened, because it was the most worst thing that i could ever thought that someone would to it to another one.

I thought that i could never forgive him, but i actually did, i think that we all make mistakes, one worst than another, but that is just the way we are, as humans... we make mistakes sometimes without think about, just for impulsive feeling and then i believe that those who does this kind of thing which he did to me, i believe that they regret it.

I will not mention what was that he did to me, because it is not necessary .

The worst thing is that we are connected for some reason, and we both know that we are not good for one another, but even knowing this we seek for us to being together.

For many moments i felt like i needed to express this that i felt and still feel, because it consumes me, confuses me, make me feel anxious, and also sad because i know that we love each other, but just love its not enough.... and also to share with you guys that we all have the right to make mistakes and to be forgiven for this, but what we can not do is to stay in one toxic relationship....

We must learn to love ourselves first because believe or not you are the most important person in your life and there are things that no one could do for us if not ourselves... I know that it iis difficult to forget someone but it not impossible.

Remember always that you are valuable, important and deserves respect....😘