Thank you for controlling me

Dear ______

We dated for almost two years, and I have loved some parts of it, however you did change me lot. After going through the old diaries I wrote about you, I have noticed the signs why everyone has told me I deserve so much better. In the diaries, you controlled me, telling me when I should go to bed, telling you my test scores, making me read books I dont want to read, going out with people I dont want to hang out and destroying my friendship, but I was blinded by my love for you. But what haunted me forever is the fact the you pressured me into something I didnt want to do, at that point, I should've left you already, but I we were both 14, I was naive, I didnt want to leave you and be alone because I was used to you, so I stayed for another year until you got bored of me.

However, after even broken off, I have given a chance with our friendship, but you runied right after I have given you that chance. You went around telling people what we have done in the relationship, the inappropriate ones, you went around calling me an alcoholic and slut. That is when I have started hating on you.

Thank you for everything that I have learned in the 2 years, and I know these things that I have learned and experienced can help me find a better and suitable relationship for me. We arent friends, and we dont talk, but I see you all the time at school, and I'm glad that I have broken off the relationship rather than keep it until now. I've seen what you have become, and I sure don't like what I see. I don't regret being with you because I have learned about myself throughout the relationship.

Therefore, to end this letter, I don't want to say I hate you, instead, I would like to say Thank you. Thank you for letting me understand that there are better people out there and that I deserve so much better. Thank you.