Please Kindly Read It Before You Judge Me

@jazmine1986 I've been going through something similar for a year and a half with a guy that I've been friends with for a decade. I really don't know what advice to give you other than that even if he does say he has feelings for you like mine did remember that he may still never act on those feelings. I also HIGHLY advise that you don't be his friend with benefits, even if the sex is great and the chemistry is undeniable, it'll only cause more heart break when ineviditably he goes back home to his wife. I'm not saying not to enjoy what you have, life puts us in some complicated situations sometimes and you just have to make the best of the lemons your thrown but be very careful with your expectations and remember that, men are more complicated than they claim and he may say one thing one day and do another the next. Its a hard situation to be in and it can be a very painful one when things don't go as planned, just guard your heart, sometimes the best friends will hurt you the worst even when their intentions are good. Best Wishes!