Not sure what to do anymore
Ive been seeing this guy off and on for over a year. He suffers from ptsd due to traumatic incidents when he was a child. We have a rocky past, we "officially" dated for a few months and everything was fine, he was really nice and sweet and funny....then one night when i was at his place, my phone rang and it was an ex calling and he got really upset and angry and threatened to toss my phone off the 4th floor which i didnt care because its a phone. He called me a cheater and a liar, which i admit i have told him lies. We still hang out to this day, but it seems as if when we do, we both drink to the point of being somewhat tipsy and he will drink to rid himself of pain. The other night he told me to f#*! Off and asking why was i still at his place, im a horrible human being, i lack empathy.....but he still loves me. I'm not sure what to do anymore because now i feel like im being tugged in all places because when i told him hes not in love with me, he said he still was even though i hurt him constantly. Sorry for this being so long...i just feel like im stressing out over everything :(