No I will not change myself in spite of your indecent heart

No I will not be hateful. I will not hate and change my kindhearted and loving nature because someone like you was incapable of cherishing it. No matter how much you use me and kick me when Im at my lowest... all youve done is reinforced in me the fact that I need to love more and be more kind to the people that do love me and cherish me. And one day I will forgive you.Not today. All I want to do today is punch you and scream at you... I know Im incapable of hurting you just to get back at you, but ohhhh I sometimes wish I could... I still wish you the best though. And one day I will forgive you, and maybe even thank you for leaving me the way you did, for tearing my heart and everything else I had, all my reserves of strength, and walking away... I will thank you for doing something I couldnt. For not letting me waste my time and life, and my heart, on someone so wholly unworthy as you.