My boyfriend broke up with me, Long distance relationship ver.

im being in relationship with a US army, 1st love, for 6 months, very serious relationship. he's the one to propose me and later he is the one for breaking up with me. why becoz he told me to remove all guys in my life who r my frnds irl n online. i did for the sake of him so that i can show him that i love him. its been years that i dont touch that steam app (i deleted that a year ago), i didnt knew there was a guy added in that steam, i swear. i was listening to every words he was telling to me, everything, he had mental issues itself, he kept on telling me he wanna hit me hard out of hate but he cant coz its against religion, dodged a bullet tbh. lemme tell u reason why he broke up with me, so 3 days ago at morning in my place. i was downloading a game, i wanted to play with him, so i told him that we should play together, it was steam app game, he told sure, later he asked that do i have any guys there or not? i told him that i have 1 in steam but we dont talk since we cut off before i met him, and i forgot to remove him. he became angry n accusing me that i lied to him again, as i said to him that i removed all guys in social media, i told him that i forgot to remove him too, but also i didnt knew how to remove, he thought im giving excuse n taking relationship granted, i deleted the app itself a year as it doesnt support my laptop. so ya he still accused me, he says im manipulative ***, im liar, disgusting *** and horrible person. then he told me that he BU with me, if i try to contact him, he will complain to bd police to jail me as a harasser, cyberbully as i tried to get me in different acc. i tried alot to make him stay, he was shouting and denying and denying. after he broke up with me 4th time in 6 months, i lost everything. my first love, sumtimes i think its me who did this, i wish i could change the past but im left broken and loner. i still truly love him more then myself even if he did many wrong stuff to me. God help him to realize he did wrong n give him karma
tbh in between fight i didnt want him to get more fights, so i helplessly made him think that i lied, which i didnt lie, i choose relationship then fights. i would rather lose fights then lose my soulmate. i let him think i lied by admitting in wrong way that i lied to him so that he dont talk much. but i regret to admit it in fake now, i am so hurt, its been 12 to 13 days he left me.