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iDeepScar
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My boyfriend broke up with me, Long distance relationship ver.
Relationship Stress / by iDeepScar
Last post
 June 15th, 2022
...See more im being in relationship with a US army, 1st love, for 6 months, very serious relationship. he's the one to propose me and later he is the one for breaking up with me. why becoz he told me to remove all guys in my life who r my frnds irl n online. i did for the sake of him so that i can show him that i love him. its been years that i dont touch that steam app (i deleted that a year ago), i didnt knew there was a guy added in that steam, i swear. i was listening to every words he was telling to me, everything, he had mental issues itself, he kept on telling me he wanna hit me hard out of hate but he cant coz its against religion, dodged a bullet tbh. lemme tell u reason why he broke up with me, so 3 days ago at morning in my place. i was downloading a game, i wanted to play with him, so i told him that we should play together, it was steam app game, he told sure, later he asked that do i have any guys there or not? i told him that i have 1 in steam but we dont talk since we cut off before i met him, and i forgot to remove him. he became angry n accusing me that i lied to him again, as i said to him that i removed all guys in social media, i told him that i forgot to remove him too, but also i didnt knew how to remove, he thought im giving excuse n taking relationship granted, i deleted the app itself a year as it doesnt support my laptop. so ya he still accused me, he says im manipulative ***, im liar, disgusting *** and horrible person. then he told me that he BU with me, if i try to contact him, he will complain to bd police to jail me as a harasser, cyberbully as i tried to get me in different acc. i tried alot to make him stay, he was shouting and denying and denying. after he broke up with me 4th time in 6 months, i lost everything. my first love, sumtimes i think its me who did this, i wish i could change the past but im left broken and loner. i still truly love him more then myself even if he did many wrong stuff to me. God help him to realize he did wrong n give him karma tbh in between fight i didnt want him to get more fights, so i helplessly made him think that i lied, which i didnt lie, i choose relationship then fights. i would rather lose fights then lose my soulmate. i let him think i lied by admitting in wrong way that i lied to him so that he dont talk much. but i regret to admit it in fake now, i am so hurt, its been 12 to 13 days he left me.
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Long distance relationship while bf dont trust me
Relationship Stress / by iDeepScar
Last post
 May 24th, 2022
...See more Hello people, Im scar, i have issues with boyfriend. He dont trust me in general. He does trust me that i will never ever hit a guy, never talk with guys never leave his side and never ever tend to do bad things to harm our committed relationship because im not that type of girlfriend who leaves sides when its comitted. Yes i did lied in minor cases, but j never had intention to lie alot, never ever. When my boyfriend ask me anything, Im always honest with him, like deep honest. He finds my text illogical and thinks i lie, whilw im not, i just cant get words to say and proof. We are in long distance for 6 months and still going on. We cant call or video call as hes a US army. I cry and cry. Idk how to make him trust me. He says that he dont and cant trust me. But i know nothing is impossible, i will try my best to gain trust to him. I badly need help. i wish to get a relationship therapist but sadly i dont have money for that. I feel suffocated and tensed, trying harder to think what i can do. Plz help me. Please
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